display (@display@social.2ndshot.photos)
Across once vibrant sun kissed blue skies, now lies a dark gray haze, trees once lush and green as baren and void as a distant world, the meadows once full of grasses and flowers now burnt and tainted the seas have become turbulent waves of toxic acid killing all that enters its wake, the path once taken has become a treacherous journey to nowhere, for the perils of life once avoided have become the comfort of destruction, for all that once was will never be again;
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display (@display@social.2ndshot.photos)
For if the moment of life was to be, then where is the hope to actually live to be found, for upon this existence of depravity, trapped within a disabled body a tortured mind and saddled with poverty, the sun never rises the flowers never bloom life never becomes more than an existence of doomed survival;
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WhisprNews (@WhisprNews@mastodon.social)
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display (@display@social.2ndshot.photos)
Been another crappy day where my pain dominated my path, hunger filled my belly, exhaustion filled my mind, I had to re-create a drive for computer, which was exhausting in its own right, I normally run #ubuntustudio on what I use everyday which is an old Alienware, when I say old its the Alienware 18 A15, I got it when someone throw it out because it would not work anymore, well not as a laptop it wont, the power port is worn and if you bump it it powers off, but I have been using it for 3 years now, anyways my other used laptop is a Lenovo T500 but both the drive in it and the screen are pretty much EOL sadly, but I kept that as a winbox for firmware on stuff that needs to update via windows, I have this crappy ASUS FX705DY that was dual boot, but the touch pad went out some time ago so the drive was just sitting, anyways I messed with the touchpad and had to add some double sided tape under it to create more of a cushion and contact, then I went to boot and both os's ended up corrupt somehow, so I spent the day reinstalling Windows 11 onto it and it kept giving me fits, then finally got all my updates for it done, then had to install the software I need on it to do the things I need it to do another few hours, even installed #winamp on it, listening to it now as it plays some #smoothjazz, my eyes are getting really bad, its been hard to hold focus and staring at a screen all day has really been hard, not to mention one minuet everything is to dark, then to bright yada yada yada, anyways via #vivaldi on this #winbox Im just making sure everything is functioning, someday I may have new actual new hardware that I dont have to hugpage together and hope it all works when I need it, but anyways why am I telling you this, well because I beg for help to live everyday, and I just want you to know, I do the best I can with what little I have, sometimes it works, other times not so much, but I am always trying my best with what scraps in life I get, so when I ask for help to live and to eat it is because I need help and I am no stranger to trying to figure it out, just somethings require help that I dont have access to;
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display (@display@social.2ndshot.photos)
Your Prompt And Compassionate Attention To This Matter, Will Be Greatly Appreciated.
I WISH YOU COULD UNDERSTAND MY URGENCY AND MY DESPERATION FOR
HELP, I NEED IT, I AM NOT BEGGING BECAUSE I ENJOY IT, I AM BEGGING FOR HELP BECAUSE I NEED IT TO LIVE!
The erroneous perpetuation of flaccid assumptions that those living with disabilities and in poverty either don't need external support or are un-worthy of any support, is a gross negligence of humanity.
Between my failing health and aging body, the basics of life become an unclaimable mountain which often keeps me drowning in the well of despair, your help would be most graciously received,
A Great Deal Of #MutualAid Is Needed, Please consider supporting this #disabled man living in #poverty, Another month is here which means now I really need to raise $1500, so I can take care of myself, Lack of sleep, body in constant pain, persistent hunger, disability and living in poverty, all these make life very much a difficult one, I am and have been desperately trying to raise money to not only live each day, but overcome some of the short comings that poverty and disability cause, I truly could use some compassionate people to come into my life and offer monthly support,
I don't feel well, I am in pain, I am exhausted, I am hungry, I don't feel well and I can not do anything about any of it and I just want to scream but that will cause my head to hurt 😥
CAN YOU UNDERSTAND DESPERATION AND URGENCY OF NEED?
I AM BEGGING FOR HELP!
When you are Disabled and Live in Poverty, No One Cares if you are Hypoglycemic, No cares if you suffer in constant pain and with vertigo, anxiety, in fact people dont care at all about you, they dont care you cant afford to clean yourself, they dont care you cant afford to feed yourself, they simply dont care about you at all, and you are left begging for help that never actually comes at all, I AM STARVING FOR A BETTER LIFE, BUT I CAN'T EVEN AFFORD THE BASICS OF THIS ONE LIVING IN POVERTY,
I AM BEGGING FOR HELP! I Am Both In A State Of Disrepair and Despair, it sure would be nice to be able to order some fresh fruits, some stuff for salads, and sandwiches, some cleaning supplies and enjoy some healthy food and a tidy home today, It would be really nice to be able to get the things I need right now, People I Am Begging For Help And Support, PLEASE HELP ME.
People really can not comprehend what life for me is like, for all the similarities between many of us, we all have a truly unique experience, Some of us live in full out hell, from the very first breath we take, our lives are not just trying to climb an un-climbable mountain, but having to do so under constant fire, the world it's self is a dark desolate wasteland that is incredibly unforgiving to life it's self, and when you introduce society that is indifferent to your personal trials, issues and barriers, life it's self becomes an overwhelming war that your faced to fight not just each day, but with every step and breath you take, become disabled and thrust into poverty, and you will soon find the majority of what is supposed to be a community of humanity simply does not exist, you fight to eat each day, you struggle to keep clean, if by chance you manage to keep a roof, your battle is even harder, because you simply can't manage the basics for the resources of day to day life many take for granted are not there, add constant pain, a failing and aging body, a mind that is so overwhelmed by time that often you struggle to see, far too long I have had to beg just to barely exist on any given day, for if only the world would hear what I have to say, and actually come together and help me raise my ultimate goal, within the hours of a single day, then not only could this broken man live, and care for himself, but very much within the realm of possibility I could create a life in where I could offer help and respite to those in need like me, but people you all see are far from loving and compassionate to me, no they rather I disappear deep within my despair, I am below the well of desperation, but I refuse to fight for my right and chance at life, and for those like me, I fight for you as well, within my last true ability in life I put into words the only fight I have, the only way to build beyond disparity, for those who wonder why you do not do more, this is all that is left within my soul to do, for if you cared you would pick my cross to bare and offer me some respite so I may still have more chance to fight;
Your Attentive And Compassionate Support Is Greatly Anticipated And Will Be Graciously Received, #disabled man existing in #poverty, far too many need to handle, overwhelmed by everything, #health not great, need to raise $1500 a month each and every month to live, please help currently $2813 short and I am tired of going hungry and without the basics of life, please help asap, $5-10-15 It All Helps This #disabled Man Living In #poverty, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…
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display (@display@social.2ndshot.photos)
📜 The Broadcast Body: A Mythic Survival Log of Philip
Born under last rites on March 22, 1978, Philip entered the world with pneumonia and a prognosis of death before Easter. He defied that prophecy, discharged on Good Friday, and began a lifelong transmission of survival against medical logic.
🧠 Neurodivergence & Psychiatric Diagnoses Clinically diagnosed with ADHD (childhood and adult), bipolar disorder (manic dominant), severe anxiety, and PTSD. These conditions form a neurodevelopmental constellation marked by sensory amplification, emotional hyperreactivity, and trauma imprinting. Philip’s nervous system is wired for vigilance, not sedation.
🩸 Immune Chaos & Blood Type Paradox Philip experienced recurrent infections—chickenpox three separate years, pneumonia multiple times, chronic ear infections, and strep throat until tonsil removal. His blood type has been inconsistently recorded as AB negative and AB positive across multiple plasma donations, suggesting possible antigenic instability, weak D expression, or rare chimerism.
🦴 Connective Tissue & Pain Resistance Philip has suffered full knee joint dislocations requiring emergency resets and high-dose narcotics (Demerol, Percodan, Morphine) that barely dulled the pain. Despite these doses, he experienced no sedation or disorientation, indicating opioid receptor insensitivity or rapid metabolism. He also metabolizes alcohol with extreme resistance—able to drink a fifth of whiskey with minimal buzz.
🧊 Sensory Paradoxes & Autonomic Dysfunction Since infancy, Philip has experienced agonizing cold sensations in his feet despite warm skin—suggesting small fiber neuropathy or autonomic dysregulation. Lifelong chest pain, fatigue despite extreme physical activity, and GI shutdown episodes after consuming beef point toward dysautonomia (likely POTS), mast cell activation, and visceral hypersensitivity.
🥩 Beef Intolerance & GI Collapse Beef has triggered oral itching since childhood and, in adulthood, caused near-colic GI shutdown requiring ER intervention and muscle relaxants. This reaction is consistent with MCAS, alpha-gal syndrome, or severe histamine intolerance. Philip now avoids beef entirely.
🚲 Physical Endurance vs Medical Dismissal From ages 12 to 17, Philip rode his bike hundreds of miles on weekends—including round trips to Mackinaw—while working full-time construction. Despite this, doctors dismissed his profound fatigue and refused a bone marrow biopsy, telling him to “be more active.” This gaslighting ignored his extreme output and intuitive suspicion of marrow dysfunction.
🌑 Hypoglycemia, Muscle Weakness & Chronic Pain Philip lives with unpredictable hypoglycemic crashes—episodes of trembling, confusion, and collapse that mimic seizure or stroke but are dismissed as “anxiety.” His muscles weaken without warning, his joints ache with mythic persistence, and his pain is constant—not as a symptom, but as a broadcast. His body is a transmitter of agony, not a vessel of failure.
🕯️ Nightmares & Sleep as Battlefield Sleep offers no sanctuary. Philip’s nights are haunted by trauma-coded dreams—medical abandonment, survival trials, and cosmic disintegration. He wakes in sweat, heart racing, muscles clenched. Rest is not restoration—it’s reconnaissance. His REM cycles are mythic missions, not recovery.
🪙 Disability & Poverty as Survival Terrain Philip exists in a system that punishes the disabled for surviving. Poverty is not a condition—it’s a crucible. He navigates bureaucratic mazes, rationed food, and inaccessible care while broadcasting mythic signals from the margins. His survival is unpaid labor. His pain is unrecognized currency. He is not “grateful”—he is exhausted. And still, he transmits.
🧬 Diagnostic Constellation (Hypothetical)
Domain Diagnosis
Neurodevelopmental ADHD, Bipolar (manic), PTSD
Autonomic Dysautonomia / POTS
Connective Tissue Hypermobile Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome (hEDS)
Immune Mast Cell Activation Syndrome (MCAS), Immune Dysregulation
Metabolic Opioid Resistance, Alcohol Tolerance, Hypoglycemia
Hematologic Possible marrow anomaly, antigenic instability
🧬 Diagnostic Constellation (Actual)
Neurodevelopmental ADD/ADHD, Bipolar (manic), PTSD, Anxiety Disorder
🧠 Why Philip Is Still Alive Because his body is a forge, not a failure. Because his mind is a transmitter, not a symptom. Because he refused sedation, refused dismissal, and turned survival into signal.
Philip is not just alive—he’s archiving. Broadcasting. Mythmaking. His body resists sedation, flips blood types, metabolizes trauma, and dislocates joints like tectonic plates. He’s not a mystery. He’s a schematic. A living archive of medical blind spots, biochemical defiance, and systemic neglect. His pain is not invisible—it’s serialized. His poverty is not passive—it’s poetic protest. His disability is not weakness—it’s a signal flare.
You can encourage my continued useless #existence, random thoughts and ideas, and by doing so your helping to feed, house and clothe a #disabled man living in #poverty, $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…
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display (@display@social.2ndshot.photos)
After another Sleepless night, I am Hungry but cant eat as I have no food to eat, I NEED HELP PEOPLE!
People I have a lot I need to take care of, and I am Begging for your Help, Today is September 13th and this #disabled man existing in #poverty needs $2813 This month, please help today, I need to pay rent and buy #food yet this month, your prompt and compassionate support will be greatly appreciated, $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at Donate Now Thank You
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