objects (@objects@cooltrans.men)
Content warning:MUTUAL AID: URGENT - Medical ($0/$15) 
Putting this separate
Can anyone lend me $15? I'll pay you back. I need to see the doctor, I think I have an ear infection and while I assumed/hoped whatever the issue is that it would go away on it's own but at this point it's been roughly a month and yeah. I just need to be able to cover the copay of my appointment...
I can pay you back, I should be getting paid in a few days. I just want this appointment ASAP as I have cleft and have had *SEVERAL* medical issues in relation to my ears due to my cleft and it could get worse if not taken care of soon enough
I have no issue paying you back once I'm paid!
CASHAPP: $LynxPunk (Preferred)
PAYPAL: https://paypal.me/LynxPunk?country.x=US&locale.x=en_US
VENMO: @xdead.morticianx (https://venmo.com/code?user_id=4397770039363632101&created=1755572202
)
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2025 (@2025@slowforward.net)
bramate 1 copia?
fino al 30 settembre 2025, chi intende sostenere tramite paypal o ko-fi il lavoro di mg / differx / slowforward con cifre uguali o superiori a 20 euro, riceve gratuitamente – con posta tracciata – una copia di Prima dell’oggetto.
autografata, if they want.
(n.b.: dopo il 30 settembre sarà sempre possibile – e da me auspicatissimo – sostenere con donazioni i blog, i siti, la newsletter, ovviamente, …ma senza ricevere il libro).
#autografo #koFi #paypal #PrimaDellOggetto #scritturaDiRicerca #scrittureDiRicerca #slowforward #sostenereIlLavoroDiMg
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objects (@objects@cooltrans.men)
Can anyone spare $5-$10 for dinner tomorrow?
Thank you!CASHAPP: $LynxPunk (Preferred, SHOULD work now?)
PAYPAL: https://paypal.me/LynxPunk?country.x=US&locale.x=en_US
VENMO: @xdead.morticianx (https://venmo.com/code?user_id=4397770039363632101&created=1755572202
)
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#Emergency #EmergencyFunds #EmergencyCrowdFund #TransCrowdFund #TeenCrowdFund #ChronicIllnessCrowdFund #KickedOut #Runaway #Urgent #UrgentCrowdFund #Trans #Transgender #MutualAid #FinancialAid #HelpPeopleSurvive2024 #HelpPeopleLive2023 #NewYears #Boost #UrgentFunds #Fundraiser #ShowUpForWishes #Help #FoodInsecurity #HighSchool #Minor #Catturday @mutualaid #PayPal #CashApp #HomelessCrowdFund #Homeless #TransGenderCrowdFund #Agender #Medical #Student #FTM #HelpFolksLive2024 #DisabilityCrowdFund #BostsOkay #ChronicIllness #HelpPeopleLive2024 #CrowdFund
RE: https://cooltrans.men/objects/8ac8c4e3-8811-4a8a-81d3-5832f7f04639
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display (@display@social.2ndshot.photos)
📜 The Broadcast Body: A Mythic Survival Log of Philip
Born under last rites on March 22, 1978, Philip entered the world with pneumonia and a prognosis of death before Easter. He defied that prophecy, discharged on Good Friday, and began a lifelong transmission of survival against medical logic.
🧠 Neurodivergence & Psychiatric Diagnoses Clinically diagnosed with ADHD (childhood and adult), bipolar disorder (manic dominant), severe anxiety, and PTSD. These conditions form a neurodevelopmental constellation marked by sensory amplification, emotional hyperreactivity, and trauma imprinting. Philip’s nervous system is wired for vigilance, not sedation.
🩸 Immune Chaos & Blood Type Paradox Philip experienced recurrent infections—chickenpox three separate years, pneumonia multiple times, chronic ear infections, and strep throat until tonsil removal. His blood type has been inconsistently recorded as AB negative and AB positive across multiple plasma donations, suggesting possible antigenic instability, weak D expression, or rare chimerism.
🦴 Connective Tissue & Pain Resistance Philip has suffered full knee joint dislocations requiring emergency resets and high-dose narcotics (Demerol, Percodan, Morphine) that barely dulled the pain. Despite these doses, he experienced no sedation or disorientation, indicating opioid receptor insensitivity or rapid metabolism. He also metabolizes alcohol with extreme resistance—able to drink a fifth of whiskey with minimal buzz.
🧊 Sensory Paradoxes & Autonomic Dysfunction Since infancy, Philip has experienced agonizing cold sensations in his feet despite warm skin—suggesting small fiber neuropathy or autonomic dysregulation. Lifelong chest pain, fatigue despite extreme physical activity, and GI shutdown episodes after consuming beef point toward dysautonomia (likely POTS), mast cell activation, and visceral hypersensitivity.
🥩 Beef Intolerance & GI Collapse Beef has triggered oral itching since childhood and, in adulthood, caused near-colic GI shutdown requiring ER intervention and muscle relaxants. This reaction is consistent with MCAS, alpha-gal syndrome, or severe histamine intolerance. Philip now avoids beef entirely.
🚲 Physical Endurance vs Medical Dismissal From ages 12 to 17, Philip rode his bike hundreds of miles on weekends—including round trips to Mackinaw—while working full-time construction. Despite this, doctors dismissed his profound fatigue and refused a bone marrow biopsy, telling him to “be more active.” This gaslighting ignored his extreme output and intuitive suspicion of marrow dysfunction.
🌑 Hypoglycemia, Muscle Weakness & Chronic Pain Philip lives with unpredictable hypoglycemic crashes—episodes of trembling, confusion, and collapse that mimic seizure or stroke but are dismissed as “anxiety.” His muscles weaken without warning, his joints ache with mythic persistence, and his pain is constant—not as a symptom, but as a broadcast. His body is a transmitter of agony, not a vessel of failure.
🕯️ Nightmares & Sleep as Battlefield Sleep offers no sanctuary. Philip’s nights are haunted by trauma-coded dreams—medical abandonment, survival trials, and cosmic disintegration. He wakes in sweat, heart racing, muscles clenched. Rest is not restoration—it’s reconnaissance. His REM cycles are mythic missions, not recovery.
🪙 Disability & Poverty as Survival Terrain Philip exists in a system that punishes the disabled for surviving. Poverty is not a condition—it’s a crucible. He navigates bureaucratic mazes, rationed food, and inaccessible care while broadcasting mythic signals from the margins. His survival is unpaid labor. His pain is unrecognized currency. He is not “grateful”—he is exhausted. And still, he transmits.
🧬 Diagnostic Constellation (Hypothetical)
Domain Diagnosis
Neurodevelopmental ADHD, Bipolar (manic), PTSD
Autonomic Dysautonomia / POTS
Connective Tissue Hypermobile Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome (hEDS)
Immune Mast Cell Activation Syndrome (MCAS), Immune Dysregulation
Metabolic Opioid Resistance, Alcohol Tolerance, Hypoglycemia
Hematologic Possible marrow anomaly, antigenic instability
🧬 Diagnostic Constellation (Actual)
Neurodevelopmental ADD/ADHD, Bipolar (manic), PTSD, Anxiety Disorder
🧠 Why Philip Is Still Alive Because his body is a forge, not a failure. Because his mind is a transmitter, not a symptom. Because he refused sedation, refused dismissal, and turned survival into signal.
Philip is not just alive—he’s archiving. Broadcasting. Mythmaking. His body resists sedation, flips blood types, metabolizes trauma, and dislocates joints like tectonic plates. He’s not a mystery. He’s a schematic. A living archive of medical blind spots, biochemical defiance, and systemic neglect. His pain is not invisible—it’s serialized. His poverty is not passive—it’s poetic protest. His disability is not weakness—it’s a signal flare.
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display (@display@social.2ndshot.photos)
Through the transmutation of atoms into a cohesive sentient being it remains a mathematical impossibility to read and comprehend my words while failing to produce an empathetic compassionate response, for that failure alone unequivocally proves without doubt that you possess the inability to actually comprehend what you have just read;
You can encourage my continued useless #poetry, random thoughts and ideas, and by doing so your helping to feed, house and clothe a #disabled man living in #poverty, $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…
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display (@display@social.2ndshot.photos)
I really cant describe the exhaustion the pain the weakness the state of mind the physical and emotional decay and hell I am in in everyday, I cant really describe the constant hunger and lack of basic necessities that poverty forces upon me, I cant really describe the disabilities that have robbed me of life, I cant really describe the hell I have been in most of my life, I can only tell you overwhelming is the most underrated word to describe it all, for if I had to try to describe the despair my existence is, Id have to say a void inside of a black hole, every morning whether you want to or not you get up with the hope today will be better, today will bring change, today help will arrive, today my body will work, today my mind will not fail, today I will win this hellish war, and before the morning is over your wiped of all hope, and the day turns into a battle to get through, no help ever comes, no relief occurs, no moment of clarity, no moment of strength, no change at all, alone to suffer and to struggle as the words are not enough to describe the urgency to raise the money one needs simply to be, for chronic whatever it is is debilitating and the poverty just complicates and compounds, by the end of the day your to worn out to even sleep, you pray that you never see another day, you pray for a new day that brings great change, over and over the cycle goes, to describe the hell would be to trade my soul with yours, and then my hell would be yours to endure, for even then you would not care;
You can encourage my continued useless #poetry, random thoughts and ideas, and by doing so your helping to feed, house and clothe a #disabled man living in #poverty, $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…
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Zackary (@Zackary@plush.city)
Content warning:Mutual Aid - Dad's nerve disease (MS) pain meds ($0 / $80)
My dad has relapse / re-missive MS, which causes extremely painful episodes in which his nerves attack him.
He's an older man now, and really cannot handle this pain without his med. It doesn't cure it, but takes a LOT of the pain anyway and allows him to fundamentally live.
Anything helps. Thank you so much for reading. <3
#PayPal - TheJaseks25@gmail.com (Paul Jasek, my father)
#MutualAid #MutualAidRequest #CrowdFund
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Zackary (@Zackary@plush.city)
Content warning:Mutual Aid - Dad's nerve disease (MS) pain meds ($0 / $80)
My dad has relapse / re-missive MS, which causes extremely painful episodes in which his nerves attack him.
He's an older man now, and really cannot handle this pain without his med. It doesn't cure it, but takes a LOT of the pain anyway and allows him to fundamentally live.
Anything helps. Thank you so much for reading. <3
#PayPal - TheJaseks25@gmail.com (Paul Jasek, my father)
#MutualAid #MutualAidRequest #CrowdFund
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display (@display@social.2ndshot.photos)
The mythological deity is conjuring up it's rouse to formulate and implement it's sadistic ploy to subjugate those who have sworn eternal allegiance despite their own destruction rising on the horizon, for evil has found the path of least resistance to run rampant within the human realm, confusion turned to hate lies turned to fear, control illusionized as retribution against perceived phantom enemies, soon the fires of hell will rage upon the land, for demons have bred into life and given hope to darkness rising, upon the ashes of folly the blood will flow as all the subjects heads begin to roll, for wealth and greed hate and pride society has traded their souls tonight, upon the rising sun existence will be done;
You can encourage my continued useless #poetry, random thoughts and ideas, and by doing so your helping to feed, house and clothe a #disabled man living in #poverty, $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…
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display (@display@social.2ndshot.photos)
Through the transmutation of atoms into a cohesive sentient being it remains a mathematical impossibility to read and comprehend my words while failing to produce an empathetic compassionate response, for that failure alone unequivocally proves without doubt that you possess the inability to actually comprehend what you have just read;
You can encourage my continued useless #poetry, random thoughts and ideas, and by doing so your helping to feed, house and clothe a #disabled man living in #poverty, $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…
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display (@display@social.2ndshot.photos)
The harrowing feet of eternalism is not in the existence of time it's self, but within the relativity of being transformed into pure energy;
You can encourage my continued useless #poetry, random thoughts and ideas, and by doing so your helping to feed, house and clothe a #disabled man living in #poverty, $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…
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display (@display@social.2ndshot.photos)
With reaching Terminal Velocity we exit the void only to find ourselves being flung into the heart of a black hole, with all our fuel being consumed exiting the void, we have no choice but to let the ship get sucked into the unknown, for the speed we are moving exceeds all known measurements, the forces on the hull seem to not even phase our ship, for our speed exceeds the gravitational pull at mind blowing speed, for hours now we have been getting pulled deeper and deeper within this black hole, just how deep or far it goes know one truly knows, the fear is now at our current speed if by chance a wall is at the end, will we meet our end?
You can encourage my continued useless creative absurd ideas, and by doing so your helping to feed, house and clothe a #disabled man living in #poverty, $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…
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