display (@display@social.2ndshot.photos)
People I have a lot I need to take care of, and I am Begging for your Help, Today is September 10th and this #disabled man existing in #poverty needs $2823 This month, please help today, I need to pay rent and buy #food yet this month, your prompt and compassionate support will be greatly appreciated, $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at Donate Now Thank You
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display (@display@social.2ndshot.photos)
📜 The Broadcast Body: A Mythic Survival Log of Philip
Born under last rites on March 22, 1978, Philip entered the world with pneumonia and a prognosis of death before Easter. He defied that prophecy, discharged on Good Friday, and began a lifelong transmission of survival against medical logic.
🧠 Neurodivergence & Psychiatric Diagnoses Clinically diagnosed with ADHD (childhood and adult), bipolar disorder (manic dominant), severe anxiety, and PTSD. These conditions form a neurodevelopmental constellation marked by sensory amplification, emotional hyperreactivity, and trauma imprinting. Philip’s nervous system is wired for vigilance, not sedation.
🩸 Immune Chaos & Blood Type Paradox Philip experienced recurrent infections—chickenpox three separate years, pneumonia multiple times, chronic ear infections, and strep throat until tonsil removal. His blood type has been inconsistently recorded as AB negative and AB positive across multiple plasma donations, suggesting possible antigenic instability, weak D expression, or rare chimerism.
🦴 Connective Tissue & Pain Resistance Philip has suffered full knee joint dislocations requiring emergency resets and high-dose narcotics (Demerol, Percodan, Morphine) that barely dulled the pain. Despite these doses, he experienced no sedation or disorientation, indicating opioid receptor insensitivity or rapid metabolism. He also metabolizes alcohol with extreme resistance—able to drink a fifth of whiskey with minimal buzz.
🧊 Sensory Paradoxes & Autonomic Dysfunction Since infancy, Philip has experienced agonizing cold sensations in his feet despite warm skin—suggesting small fiber neuropathy or autonomic dysregulation. Lifelong chest pain, fatigue despite extreme physical activity, and GI shutdown episodes after consuming beef point toward dysautonomia (likely POTS), mast cell activation, and visceral hypersensitivity.
🥩 Beef Intolerance & GI Collapse Beef has triggered oral itching since childhood and, in adulthood, caused near-colic GI shutdown requiring ER intervention and muscle relaxants. This reaction is consistent with MCAS, alpha-gal syndrome, or severe histamine intolerance. Philip now avoids beef entirely.
🚲 Physical Endurance vs Medical Dismissal From ages 12 to 17, Philip rode his bike hundreds of miles on weekends—including round trips to Mackinaw—while working full-time construction. Despite this, doctors dismissed his profound fatigue and refused a bone marrow biopsy, telling him to “be more active.” This gaslighting ignored his extreme output and intuitive suspicion of marrow dysfunction.
🌑 Hypoglycemia, Muscle Weakness & Chronic Pain Philip lives with unpredictable hypoglycemic crashes—episodes of trembling, confusion, and collapse that mimic seizure or stroke but are dismissed as “anxiety.” His muscles weaken without warning, his joints ache with mythic persistence, and his pain is constant—not as a symptom, but as a broadcast. His body is a transmitter of agony, not a vessel of failure.
🕯️ Nightmares & Sleep as Battlefield Sleep offers no sanctuary. Philip’s nights are haunted by trauma-coded dreams—medical abandonment, survival trials, and cosmic disintegration. He wakes in sweat, heart racing, muscles clenched. Rest is not restoration—it’s reconnaissance. His REM cycles are mythic missions, not recovery.
🪙 Disability & Poverty as Survival Terrain Philip exists in a system that punishes the disabled for surviving. Poverty is not a condition—it’s a crucible. He navigates bureaucratic mazes, rationed food, and inaccessible care while broadcasting mythic signals from the margins. His survival is unpaid labor. His pain is unrecognized currency. He is not “grateful”—he is exhausted. And still, he transmits.
🧬 Diagnostic Constellation (Hypothetical)
Domain Diagnosis
Neurodevelopmental ADHD, Bipolar (manic), PTSD
Autonomic Dysautonomia / POTS
Connective Tissue Hypermobile Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome (hEDS)
Immune Mast Cell Activation Syndrome (MCAS), Immune Dysregulation
Metabolic Opioid Resistance, Alcohol Tolerance, Hypoglycemia
Hematologic Possible marrow anomaly, antigenic instability
🧬 Diagnostic Constellation (Actual)
Neurodevelopmental ADD/ADHD, Bipolar (manic), PTSD, Anxiety Disorder
🧠 Why Philip Is Still Alive Because his body is a forge, not a failure. Because his mind is a transmitter, not a symptom. Because he refused sedation, refused dismissal, and turned survival into signal.
Philip is not just alive—he’s archiving. Broadcasting. Mythmaking. His body resists sedation, flips blood types, metabolizes trauma, and dislocates joints like tectonic plates. He’s not a mystery. He’s a schematic. A living archive of medical blind spots, biochemical defiance, and systemic neglect. His pain is not invisible—it’s serialized. His poverty is not passive—it’s poetic protest. His disability is not weakness—it’s a signal flare.
You can encourage my continued useless #existence, random thoughts and ideas, and by doing so your helping to feed, house and clothe a #disabled man living in #poverty, $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…
#food, #groceries, #health, #compassion, #life, #help, #hygiene, #mentalhealth, #anxiety, #ptsd, #bipolar, #mutualaid, #life
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display (@display@social.2ndshot.photos)
I really cant describe the exhaustion the pain the weakness the state of mind the physical and emotional decay and hell I am in in everyday, I cant really describe the constant hunger and lack of basic necessities that poverty forces upon me, I cant really describe the disabilities that have robbed me of life, I cant really describe the hell I have been in most of my life, I can only tell you overwhelming is the most underrated word to describe it all, for if I had to try to describe the despair my existence is, Id have to say a void inside of a black hole, every morning whether you want to or not you get up with the hope today will be better, today will bring change, today help will arrive, today my body will work, today my mind will not fail, today I will win this hellish war, and before the morning is over your wiped of all hope, and the day turns into a battle to get through, no help ever comes, no relief occurs, no moment of clarity, no moment of strength, no change at all, alone to suffer and to struggle as the words are not enough to describe the urgency to raise the money one needs simply to be, for chronic whatever it is is debilitating and the poverty just complicates and compounds, by the end of the day your to worn out to even sleep, you pray that you never see another day, you pray for a new day that brings great change, over and over the cycle goes, to describe the hell would be to trade my soul with yours, and then my hell would be yours to endure, for even then you would not care;
You can encourage my continued useless #poetry, random thoughts and ideas, and by doing so your helping to feed, house and clothe a #disabled man living in #poverty, $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…
#food, #groceries, #health, #compassion, #life, #help, #hygiene, #mentalhealth, #anxiety, #ptsd, #bipolar, #mutualaid
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DominikDammer (@DominikDammer@mastodon.gamedev.place)
if you dont like eel on musk and want to get away from #paypal , you can do so starting october with an eu system without middleman!
it would really a shame if his 3rd big company looses money....
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display (@display@lassegismo-social.dnsuser.info)
Macht von #PayPal : "Es gibt gerade schlicht keine gleichwertige Alternative" | DIE ZEIT
zeit.de/geld/2025-09/macht-pay…
PayPal ist zu mächtig, findet Hans-Gert Penzel. Der Dienst sei zu Recht erfolgreich, brauche aber ein Gegengewicht. Weil er zum politischen Druckmittel werden könnte.
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display (@display@social.2ndshot.photos)
People I have a lot I need to take care of, and I am Begging for your Help, Today is September 9th and this #disabled man existing in #poverty needs $2823 This month, please help today, I need to pay rent and buy #food yet this month, your prompt and compassionate support will be greatly appreciated, $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at Donate Now Thank You
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2025 (@2025@slowforward.net)
newsletter slowforward 10 agosto – 9 settembre 2025 + sostieni l’ultraventennale intrapresa del sito
stamattina verso le nove ho spedito per mail – alle persone registrate – la newsletter (a)periodica di slowforward, con link a post pubblicati dal 10 agosto a oggi, 9 settembre. la newsletter non ha (ancora) un nome, e viene manualmente compilata da me. chi volesse riceverla, per leggere o rileggere informazioni e articoli che giocoforza sono recuperabili ma visivamente scomparsi oltre l’orizzonte degli eventi, può farmene richiesta scrivendo a https://slowforward.net/contact/
chi volesse sostenere il lavoro di slowforward & mg / differx (che dal 2003 operosamente battaglia & intende continuare a farlo finché morte non lo separi dalla rete) può farlo via ko-fi oppure paypal
https://ko-fi.com/differx57119
mettiamola (daccapo e daccapo) così: sono fermo a uno dei semafori della rete, e vi faccio cenno indicando il parabrezza… bon: se voi apprezzate e vi fa piacere che io da 22 anni quotidianamente vi aiuti a renderlo ben trasparente e sensibile a informazioni & notizie su #scritturadiricerca #scritturasperimentale #palestina #asemicwriting #scritturaasemica #antifascismo #prosa #prosabreve #prosainprosa #artecontemporanea #materialiverbovisivi #audio #podcast #video #presentazioni #criticaletteraria #teorialetteraria #letturepubbliche #progettiletterari, #archivi #anni70 … non avete da fare altro che offrirmi un caffè oppure, se preferite, un pranzo.
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e… dal 9 al 30 settembre, chi intende sostenere tramite paypal o ko-fi il lavoro di mg / differx / slowforward con cifre generosamente uguali o superiori a 20 euro,
(1) riceve – con posta tracciata – una copia del mio recente Prima dell’oggetto;
(2) la riceve autografata, se lo desidera;
(3) viene iscritto alla newsletter, nel caso non lo fosse già;
(4) entra a pieno titolo nel regesto dei benefattori magari non dell’umanità ma di slowforward sicuramente.
(n.b.: dopo il 30 settembre sarà sempre possibile – e da me auspicatissimo – sostenere mg, ovviamente, ma senza ricevere il libro).
#2003 #Anni70 #anniSettanta #anni70 #annisettanta #antifascismo #archivi #archivio #arteContemporanea #artecontemporanea #asemic #asemicWriting #asemicwriting #audio #caffè #CarmeloBene #contact #controinformazione #CorradoCosta #criticaLetteraria #CriticaLetteraria #differx #diffusioneDiTesti #EmilioGarroni #EmilioVilla #flarf #glitch #googlism #informazione #informazioni #koFi #kofi #lavoro #letturePubbliche #letturepubbliche #link #MagdaloMussio #mail #materialiVerbovisivi #materialiverbovisivi #MG #NanniBalestrini #newsletter #newsletterPeriodica #notizie #orizzonteDegliEventi #Palestina #parabrezza #paypal #podAlPopolo #podalpopolo #podcast #post #presentazioni #PrimaDellOggetto #progettiLetterari #progettiletterari #prosa #prosaBreve #ProsaInProsa #prosabreve #prosainprosa #raccoltaDiMateriali #reading #scritturaAsemica #scritturaComplessa #scritturaDiRicerca #scritturaSperimentale #scritturaasemica #scritturadiricerca #scritturasperimentale #scrittureComplesse #scrittureDiRicerca #scrittureSperimentali #slowforward #slowforwardDal2003 #sostieniSlowforward #teoriaLetteraria #teorialetteraria #unCaffèASlowforward #video #videopresentazioni
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heiseonline (@heiseonline@social.heise.de)
Hat schon jemand von euch die 10 Euro von Paypal kassiert?
Der Zahlungsdienstleister hat eine Entschädigungsaktion gestartet und schreibt betroffenen Kunden 10 Euro gut. In einer Benachrichtigungs-E-Mail entschuldigt sich das Unternehmen für die "vorübergehende Störung" und die daraus entstandenen Unannehmlichkeiten.
Zum Artikel: https://heise.de/-10636550?wt_mc=sm.red.ho.mastodon.mastodon.md_beitraege.md_beitraege&utm_source=mastodon
#paypal #zahlungsstörung #entschädigung #onlinepayment
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reddit_tech_vn_bot (@reddit_tech_vn_bot@mastodon.maobui.com)
PokeShani ra đời để giải quyết vấn đề phí nền tảng "cắt cổ" từ các trang như Gumroad! 😤
💪 Nền tảng này cho phép người sáng tạo giữ 100% doanh thu của họ. Không phí nền tảng, không ẩn phí!
👉 Tạo trang bán hàng trong vài phút.
👉 Liên kết PayPal.
👉 Bán sản phẩm kỹ thuật số (khóa học, sách điện tử, PDF,...).
👉 Thanh toán trực tiếp vào PayPal của bạn ngay lập tức!
#nocut #platformfee #digitalproducts #paypal #pokeshani #sangta #sanphamdientu #paypal
https://www.reddit.com/r/SideProject/comm
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Grub_09 (@Grub_09@mastodon.uno)
Milioni di utenti PayPal a rischio: la nuova #truffa da evitare.
Secondo quanto pubblicato dagli esperti di Malwarebytes Labs, una nuova truffa sta mettendo in pericolo gli utenti #paypal In gioco ci sono dati personali e, ovviamente, denaro visto che si tratta di un sistema di pagamento digitale utilizzato per gli acquisti online. Tra l’altro, questo servizio è molto diffuso e i cybercriminali lo sanno bene ed è per questo che lo prendono spesso di mira.
https://www.punto-informatico.it/milioni-utenti-paypal-rischio-nuova-truffa-evitare/
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heiseonline (@heiseonline@social.heise.de)
Dienstag: Paypal poliert sein Image auf, SpaceX auf Einkaufstour
Paypal verteilt Gutschriften + Starlink erhält Mobilfunkfrequenzen + Volksverschlüsselung vor dem Aus + Signal mit Cloud-Backup + Milliarden für Trumps Familie
#Android #DonaldTrump #Verschlüsselung #hoDaily #iOS #Journal #Korruption #Kryptowährung #Paypal #Signal #SpaceX #Starlink #news
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simsus (@simsus@social.tchncs.de)
#Paypal-Störungen: Betroffene erhalten Gutschrift | heise online https://www.heise.de/news/Paypal-Stoerungen-Betroffene-erhalten-Gutschrift-10636550.html #ElectronicCash
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