My body continues to attempt to shutdown but my mind refuses to comply, so my body is stagging a mutiny and is slowly assimilating my mind, causing deration in mobility and cognitive function, ironically most have yet to either notice or acknowledge this which further fuels my minds activity, and on and on the cycle goes, to where this reality goes I really don't want to know as I am already forced to go with the downward flow;
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I would like to give you a peek inside a window that really never appears, for you see my mind is forever on standby, for the monitor is off while the buffer is full, the cpu is constantly running and the drive is forever rewriting, all the while my psu and chassis have been beyond repair, my network is overloaded and the bottle necks flowing, for my gpu is failing and my soundcard can not be heard, yet the 0's and 1's keep going, with random assumptions and computations, void of all software and without any programing, my readouts keep going;
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Interdimensional Cosmological Universes Intersect At Every Single Point In Time, where you are now, is not where you are, and where you have been is not where you have been, and where you will be is not where you will be, for you exist eternally in infinite directions simultaneously, and you have been programed to only recognize your now, for if your inner eye was truly opened, the existence of time it's self would cease to be;
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Within the substrate of self, there is absence of thought, lending to the zombification of conscious existence;
To sum up the parts of a whole, one must first disassemble the crushing reality, that they themselves do not exist;
To examine beyond the shell, you must be ready to explore the hell within;
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The quantification of intelligence is not for those with actual intelligence, but for those who lack the comprehension thereof, a score on a sheet of paper to say wow that person is smart, unlike velocity where you can actually see and measure speed, quantifying intelligence is like watching the paint dry, you can compare ambient temperature and humidity through out the drying process, you can even measure the density of the canvas before the paint was applied and measure as the paint dries to witness the change as the paint absorbs and hardens, but in the end the paint being dry is just the lack of moisture, so therefor quantifying intelligence is merely not about testing my intellect, but comparing it to yours, and if by chance you manage to match my 1% across the board, the only thing you quantified is that your not a primate, but then again even a primate has creativity, adaptability, emotions, responds to stimulation, and can comprehend, now the difference between you and the primate in the forementioned is the varying degrees in creativity, adaptability, emotions, responds to stimulation, and comprehension, so to do you and I vary in these degrees, but I digress the actual chance that you can or do match my 1% you are nothing like me at all, therefor neither your quantification nor mine can keep a candle lit under water on the moon;
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For the troubled soul drowns below the falling sun, for darkness has always been, beneath the frozen tundra trapped beyond eternity, to see the warmth of life its self would be a lie of reality, deep within this void no hope to hold for despair transcends the overwhelming hell to become a crazy friend, no ears to hear the screams of fear no eyes to see the tears for years, no hand to hold no arms to hug, floating in a barren world, no wind to drift no horizon to see, just an absent existence deep within me;
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Dear Santa,
It would be a #Christmas Miracle, and it could be a reality if #Santa could find a way to help this #disabled man existing in #poverty to raise all the money he needs, to buy property to build his forever home, and fill it with all he will ever need, to have security and stability to have a roof that will be forever mine, to have the space to create and thrive, to have the room to grow and fill my life, to have the hope to not only live but have the means to also help others, if at first the number seems big, when you realize the need and the dream it really is rather small, to have and never need to stand and not fall to my knees, for if by Grace this Christmas be a gift for me to ever be, $5million will set me free, it will be the gift of life to me, if only all the Elf's in Santa's realm could and would join with me, and make this Christmas Wish a reality;
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Philip

The runway is lined with strobing lights, the DJ is spinning their latest beats, a crowd of "see me's" and hope to be photogs clamoring for the shot, the house lights fall with a rave like atmosphere and a thumping tecno house party, one by one the models strut their wears, flowing furs and frozen curls, mid rise boots and have off tops, coats that make you feel old and cold, a fest of meatless bones in trendy throws, for an hour the horror show rolls, by the end everyone clapping and slapping but no one really knows why, for the show of fashion was more of disenfranchised passion, a train wreck for one and all, when its said and done you will find none of it at the mall;
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The lingering afternoon lends to no end, for as the sun sets low on a November day, the hours seem to slowly melt away, warm winds blow the falling leaf's as clouds dot the sky to be, the body yearns for the winters air while nature is all a stir, confusion sets in as its far to warm for the season of fall, if earth is sick why aren't we all, the sun blasts its violent rays upon our gaze, will we make it another day, for if the cosmic end is near like a headlight blinded deer, we find ourselves in disarray for if today is our final day, how short our time how void of life, for even existence purpose has never been here, to see the waters dry and meadows burn, the food to rot and the trees just drop, no birds to sing so squirrels to please, standing out in the air today to see what was will never be, the night may come but darkness is already here;
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Content warning:Mutual Aid - Late rent, facing eviction ($0 / $120)
My family is completely broke until next week. We don't have food in the house, even, but rent is far more important as our landlord is evict-happy.
We're already late, but anything helps us try to get it as soon as possible to avoid eviction. I'm terrified, at the moment.
Anything helps. Thank you so much. I'm sorry I've needed so much help lately.
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Thank you #PayPal for the 15 decimal place currency conversion rate. Knobs.
What lazy crappy software.

Dear Santa,
It would be a #Christmas Miracle, and it could be a reality if #Santa could find a way to help this #disabled man existing in #poverty to raise all the money he needs, to buy property to build his forever home, and fill it with all he will ever need, to have security and stability to have a roof that will be forever mine, to have the space to create and thrive, to have the room to grow and fill my life, to have the hope to not only live but have the means to also help others, if at first the number seems big, when you realize the need and the dream it really is rather small, to have and never need to stand and not fall to my knees, for if by Grace this Christmas be a gift for me to ever be, $5million will set me free, it will be the gift of life to me, if only all the Elf's in Santa's realm could and would join with me, and make this Christmas Wish a reality;
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Philip
