display (@display@social.2ndshot.photos)
Staring at a blank page, trying to find the words in jungle of the mind, for cohesion, unity and some sort of conformity could flow, the fleeting thought that had to be laid out, to dissipate into the ether as time moved forward by my mind stood still, sometimes my hands connect to my brain and like a speeding train they layout the words ahead as tracks to keep flowing, other times my head it screams, but my hands can not see, for communication from my brain becomes a troubling theme, when I was younger I could see great images within my imagination, but my hands could never translate what my mind could see, I have always had a story locked away inside of me, but my hand and lips could not find the way to communicate, I should have know when I was young, my brain was troubled, that the rot would only grow, my vision dims on a single whim, I trip and fall for no reason at all, my hands once had the strength of 10, now I cant even hold on to a pen, legs of steel that carried me across the world, find 3 steps and they need rest, one who never had much breath, finds shallow and labored moments to barely be enough, a heart that has hurt from the very start, thumps with the beat of a really weird drum, if ones beats are numbered mine have become barrowed, for every hour this life becomes darker, weaker, lonelier, harder, for if I scream what will it mean, the pain is simply greater than me, the courage to go is weaker than the desire to stay, day by day I continue to wither away, upon your eyes my gaze may deceive, but what's inside has already died;
You can encourage my continued useless #poetry, random thoughts and ideas, and by doing so your helping to feed, house and clothe a #disabled man living in #poverty, $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…
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Zak (@Zak@oomfie.city)
Content warning:#MutualAId - Completely broke until mid next-month {cannot afford necessities}
My family is uh, in a predicament. My sister was unjustly fired 6 months ago, crippling us financially. We've managed to survive thus far, and she can go back next week.
Problem is, we've no means to survive until then. We are screwed, top-to-bottom, beyond just not eating, etc.
This is a lot, and I'm so sorry, but we're trying to get $500 to survive until about October 14th. I'm terrified we won't be able to pay a few bills and ESPECIALLY about our psych meds, as a mentally ill family.
Anything helps, and I will keep this updated. Thank you so much. Have a good one. <3
#Revolut - @ZakTheRJ
#PayPal - TheJaseks25@gmail.com {Paul Jasek, my father}
#CashApp - $PaulJasek
#MutualAid #MutualAidRequest #CrowdFunding #CrowdFund #MutualAidSavesLives #HelpFolksLive2025 #UrgentMutualAid #EmergencyMutualAid @edendestroyer
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display (@display@social.2ndshot.photos)
When you can clearly feel the disconnection, but no one is there to witness it, did your consciousness really detach it's self from your body, or has body and mind gone into full temporary melt down mode, O how the anxiety of suffering in poverty, constant pain, sleepless nights, hunger filled days, stressed about how you can connect so many dots with so little pencil, you can feel your heart struggling to find a reason to keep beating, you can feel your brain working so very hard to keep it all together, and to see nothing but darkness in a frozen world void of any hope, and yet to endure the everlasting torment of your eternal despair can become the overwhelming feeling that somehow despite it all, standing tall in the hell, you are the only one to bear it all;
You can encourage my continued useless #poetry, random thoughts and ideas, and by doing so your helping to feed, house and clothe a #disabled man living in #poverty, $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…
#food, #groceries, #health, #compassion, #life, #help, #hygiene, #mentalhealth, #anxiety, #ptsd, #bipolar, #mutualaid
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Zak (@Zak@oomfie.city)
Content warning:#MutualAId - Completely broke until mid next-month {cannot afford necessities}
My family is uh, in a predicament. My sister was unjustly fired 6 months ago, crippling us financially. We've managed to survive thus far, and she can go back next week.
Problem is, we've no means to survive until then. We are screwed, top-to-bottom, beyond just not eating, etc.
This is a lot, and I'm so sorry, but we're trying to get $500 to survive until about October 14th. I'm terrified we won't be able to pay a few bills and ESPECIALLY about our psych meds, as a mentally ill family.
Anything helps, and I will keep this updated. Thank you so much. Have a good one. <3
#Revolut - @ZakTheRJ
#PayPal - TheJaseks25@gmail.com {Paul Jasek, my father}
#CashApp - $PaulJasek
#MutualAid #MutualAidRequest #CrowdFunding #CrowdFund #MutualAidSavesLives #HelpFolksLive2025 #UrgentMutualAid #EmergencyMutualAid @edendestroyer
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display (@display@social.2ndshot.photos)
I Am Not Really Doing That Well At All, Your Support Would Be A Huge Boost To My Over All Wellbeing!
I AM BEGGING FOR HELP, PLEASE HELP ME!
Poverty is expensive, you never have what you need to live, your health issues compound and get worse because you can not afford to take care of yourself, you go hungry and lack nutritional balance because you can not afford food, your everyday needs go unmet because you can no afford the basic necessitates in life, everything keeps getting worse exponentially every single day, I live in constant pain which severely disrupts my sleep, then the stress of compounding need takes what little rest you may get away, it is a viscous circle you can not escape from, people I am drowning, I am begging for a life boat, that life boat is financial support, I need a minimum of $1500 a month, but because I never get it, I have gone hungry 1-2 weeks every month for the past 10 years, when I do eat it is one time a day, and I honestly have no idea the last time I had a real meal, and not just something to eat, my bed is toast and has been for many years making it that much harder to relax and sleep, I have no space for a couch nor recliner to try to rest in either, my clothing is falling apart and I can not replace it, at this point with everything that is piled up and not even looking towards the future, I need at least $25k just to get back above water, that still does not address the future and prevent the sinking again, I am beyond overwhelmed with everything, I am begging for help, please help me today, $5-10-15 It All Helps This #disabled Man Living In #poverty, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=… Thank You
#food, #groceries, #health, #compassion, #life, #help, #hygiene, #mentalhealth, #mutualaid
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display (@display@social.2ndshot.photos)
When you can clearly feel the disconnection, but no one is there to witness it, did your consciousness really detach it's self from your body, or has body and mind gone into full temporary melt down mode, O how the anxiety of suffering in poverty, constant pain, sleepless nights, hunger filled days, stressed about how you can connect so many dots with so little pencil, you can feel your heart struggling to find a reason to keep beating, you can feel your brain working so very hard to keep it all together, and to see nothing but darkness in a frozen world void of any hope, and yet to endure the everlasting torment of your eternal despair can become the overwhelming feeling that somehow despite it all, standing tall in the hell, you are the only one to bear it all;
You can encourage my continued useless #poetry, random thoughts and ideas, and by doing so your helping to feed, house and clothe a #disabled man living in #poverty, $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…
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display (@display@social.2ndshot.photos)
I Understand A Lot Of You May Not See Nor Understand My Overwhelming Urgency For Help, But I Ask Put Your Self In My Shoes, How Long Can You Endure With No Support And Aid?
I AM BEGGING FOR HELP, PLEASE HELP ME!
Poverty is expensive, you never have what you need to live, your health issues compound and get worse because you can not afford to take care of yourself, you go hungry and lack nutritional balance because you can not afford food, your everyday needs go unmet because you can no afford the basic necessitates in life, everything keeps getting worse exponentially every single day, I live in constant pain which severely disrupts my sleep, then the stress of compounding need takes what little rest you may get away, it is a viscous circle you can not escape from, people I am drowning, I am begging for a life boat, that life boat is financial support, I need a minimum of $1500 a month, but because I never get it, I have gone hungry 1-2 weeks every month for the past 10 years, when I do eat it is one time a day, and I honestly have no idea the last time I had a real meal, and not just something to eat, my bed is toast and has been for many years making it that much harder to relax and sleep, I have no space for a couch nor recliner to try to rest in either, my clothing is falling apart and I can not replace it, at this point with everything that is piled up and not even looking towards the future, I need at least $25k just to get back above water, that still does not address the future and prevent the sinking again, I am beyond overwhelmed with everything, I am begging for help, please help me today, $5-10-15 It All Helps This #disabled Man Living In #poverty, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=… Thank You
#food, #groceries, #health, #compassion, #life, #help, #hygiene, #mentalhealth, #mutualaid
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display (@display@social.2ndshot.photos)
I Understand A Lot Of You May Not See Nor Understand My Overwhelming Urgency For Help, But I Ask Put Your Self In My Shoes, How Long Can You Endure With No Support And Aid?
I AM BEGGING FOR HELP, PLEASE HELP ME!
Poverty is expensive, you never have what you need to live, your health issues compound and get worse because you can not afford to take care of yourself, you go hungry and lack nutritional balance because you can not afford food, your everyday needs go unmet because you can no afford the basic necessitates in life, everything keeps getting worse exponentially every single day, I live in constant pain which severely disrupts my sleep, then the stress of compounding need takes what little rest you may get away, it is a viscous circle you can not escape from, people I am drowning, I am begging for a life boat, that life boat is financial support, I need a minimum of $1500 a month, but because I never get it, I have gone hungry 1-2 weeks every month for the past 10 years, when I do eat it is one time a day, and I honestly have no idea the last time I had a real meal, and not just something to eat, my bed is toast and has been for many years making it that much harder to relax and sleep, I have no space for a couch nor recliner to try to rest in either, my clothing is falling apart and I can not replace it, at this point with everything that is piled up and not even looking towards the future, I need at least $25k just to get back above water, that still does not address the future and prevent the sinking again, I am beyond overwhelmed with everything, I am begging for help, please help me today, $5-10-15 It All Helps This #disabled Man Living In #poverty, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=… Thank You
#food, #groceries, #health, #compassion, #life, #help, #hygiene, #mentalhealth, #mutualaid
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display (@display@social.2ndshot.photos)
I Understand A Lot Of You May Not See Nor Understand My Overwhelming Urgency For Help, But I Ask Put Your Self In My Shoes, How Long Can You Endure With No Support And Aid?
I AM BEGGING FOR HELP, PLEASE HELP ME!
Poverty is expensive, you never have what you need to live, your health issues compound and get worse because you can not afford to take care of yourself, you go hungry and lack nutritional balance because you can not afford food, your everyday needs go unmet because you can no afford the basic necessitates in life, everything keeps getting worse exponentially every single day, I live in constant pain which severely disrupts my sleep, then the stress of compounding need takes what little rest you may get away, it is a viscous circle you can not escape from, people I am drowning, I am begging for a life boat, that life boat is financial support, I need a minimum of $1500 a month, but because I never get it, I have gone hungry 1-2 weeks every month for the past 10 years, when I do eat it is one time a day, and I honestly have no idea the last time I had a real meal, and not just something to eat, my bed is toast and has been for many years making it that much harder to relax and sleep, I have no space for a couch nor recliner to try to rest in either, my clothing is falling apart and I can not replace it, at this point with everything that is piled up and not even looking towards the future, I need at least $25k just to get back above water, that still does not address the future and prevent the sinking again, I am beyond overwhelmed with everything, I am begging for help, please help me today, $5-10-15 It All Helps This #disabled Man Living In #poverty, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=… Thank You
#food, #groceries, #health, #compassion, #life, #help, #hygiene, #mentalhealth, #mutualaid
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Zak (@Zak@oomfie.city)
Content warning:#MutualAid - haven't eaten in a few days, dire until mid-next month
My family is very hungry, but are at the mercy of my sisters first paycheck which doesn't come until next month. We're heading into day four with most of us not eating, so I'm asking for any help.
We're aiming for $200 to pay for food & psych meds, as we don't have insurance at the moment.
Anything helps. Things are dire. Thank you for reading <3
$0 / $200 - will keep this updated
#Revolut - ZakTheRJ
#PayPal - TheJaseks25@gmail.com (Paul Jasek, my father)
#MutualAid #MutualAidRequest #CrowdFund #MutualAidSavesLives #HelpFolksLive2025 @edendestroyer
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Zak (@Zak@oomfie.city)
Content warning:#MutualAid - haven't eaten in a few days, dire until mid-next month
My family is very hungry, but are at the mercy of my sisters first paycheck which doesn't come until next month. We're heading into day four with most of us not eating, so I'm asking for any help.
We're aiming for $200 to pay for food & psych meds, as we don't have insurance at the moment.
Anything helps. Things are dire. Thank you for reading <3
$0 / $200 - will keep this updated
#Revolut - ZakTheRJ
#PayPal - TheJaseks25@gmail.com (Paul Jasek, my father)
#MutualAid #MutualAidRequest #CrowdFund #MutualAidSavesLives #HelpFolksLive2025 @edendestroyer
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Zak (@Zak@oomfie.city)
Content warning:#MutualAid - haven't eaten in a few days, dire until mid-next month
My family is very hungry, but are at the mercy of my sisters first paycheck which doesn't come until next month. We're heading into day four with most of us not eating, so I'm asking for any help.
We're aiming for $200 to pay for food & psych meds, as we don't have insurance at the moment.
Anything helps. Things are dire. Thank you for reading <3
$0 / $200 - will keep this updated
#Revolut - ZakTheRJ
#PayPal - TheJaseks25@gmail.com (Paul Jasek, my father)
#MutualAid #MutualAidRequest #CrowdFund #MutualAidSavesLives #HelpFolksLive2025 @edendestroyer
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