The #weather today is highly confused as to it's role in the #season of #fall, before the sun arose it was warm and windy and cloudy, now the winds have subdued themselves, the clouds have pushed on out, the sun is sitting low for this time of morning, and it is cooler than it was when it was dark out, but wait, this afternoon is supposed to be much warmer and partly sunny, and then a chilly night, the many swings in the #meteorological sense would indicate that the weather is having an identity crisis and is acting rather #manic, I think mother nature needs #counseling;
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Half of everything you have been taught was a lie, the other half was meant to confuse and control you; One that is wise will see the value of this statement, while the simple minded that would be confounded and take this as absolute or completely disregard in it's entirety;
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The acquisition of knowledge through experience is a double edge sword, for most of that acquired and retained knowledge will never be utilized beyond the point of gaining it, as well it's only implied value only pertains to the similar experiences, often obtained through duress to perform in exchange for immediate substance, while never having the value to be later leveraged to gain long term sustainment, learn what you can but forgo what you must, for the price of wisdom is having it and having no use for it;
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Vielleicht hat ja hier jemand eine Idee, warum ich mein Bankkonto nicht in meinem Paypal-Konto verknüpft kriege? Die Paypal-Hilfe ist wenig hilfreich.
Ich kann doch nicht die einzige sein, deren Kontoinhaber (mein Mann und ich) von meinem Paypal-Konto (ich) namentlich abweicht? Oder liegt es tatsächlich nur daran? Was tun?
(Keine Diskussion über Paypal an sich bitte!)
Today is October 21st, and I still need, at bare minimum $260 to complete this go round of, #food and the basics one needs to live, Please Help Now, I Am Begging For HELP!
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Toll, dass man ein Auto online abmelden kann. ABER: Bezahlung ausschließlich per #Paypal. #WTF!!!!
Today is October 21st, and I still need, at bare minimum $260 to complete this go round of, #food and the basics one needs to live, Please Help Now, I Am Begging For HELP!
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Today is October 20th, and I still need, at bare minimum $260 to complete this go round of, #food and the basics one needs to live, Please Help Now, I Am Begging For HELP!
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Most people never think about what they are doing right now, even fewer think of how what they are doing right now will be of use to them later on, or worse how it will erode their lives down the line, the amount of experience I have gained in life, the majority from working my ass into the ground, at the time I thought it would get me somewhere, it did, it got me a broken body, a destroyed mind and left me disabled and living in poverty, foresight is awesome if you have a guarantee it will go the way you plan, I planed on retiring by the time I was 40, I was forcing that to the point by the time I was 30, I lost it all, lost my body, my sanity, my family, myself, and I have never gotten any of it back, Im 47 disabled and living in poverty, I beg for help I never receive, I push through each day only to suffer the next anyways, I had a plan, and was on track, and a few hiccups and it was all gone, and with no support no safety, and no return, to go back and do it again, Im not sure Id want that chance, some of the memories I could do without, but then other ones would never be, if your a young person, take time to see where you are now, where you want to be, and find a safer journey to reach your goals, because running full speed you miss the issues along the way, and before you know your a derailed train, my life has always been full of pain both physical and emotional, for so many years when I was younger, I pushed myself beyond what I should have, I wanted more than an empty life, I had a set of skills that could fill volumes, and the means to perform just about anything, I could rebuild an engine and open heart surgery at the same time, I could make a computer sing and quite your mind, I cook a 4 star meal and write a nursery rhyme, if it had a motor I could make it roar, if it a a cpu there was nothing I could not do, all for nothing now, just typing this, I have to ask for help to spell some of these simple words, my legs are hurting as is my back, my wrists and hands hurt as I try to type out these useless words, for all the effort in the world, wont keep you from falling into a well of hell;
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There was a period in my life where the work, was more than a job, it was in every sense of the word work, As I already "knew" how to drive, I really learned with a 72' Mack that had 16 yard dump box, with Michigan Specials on the steer, a lift axle and dual tandems, then it had a tandem dolly without a working dolly lock to which an 18wheel dumb was attached, all truck, dolly and trailer had all split rings, nothing like having to back down a 1/4 mile drive just wide enough for the truck, with water on both sides, a few dozen times a day, then at the end of the day back at the yard, having at least 12 of those wheels, needing to be broke down and tires replaced, and the entire rig ready for the next day, nothing will wear your ass out more than learning how to drive a beast, then fixing the rubber and being ready to start all over again at 5 AM, lots more experiences back before I a lost all use of myself, looking back most of it helped fuel my decent into disrepair, and nearly none of it other than distant memories serves any purpose, never did, as there is nothing wrong with a hard days work, and working hard, if you don't take care of yourself, and plan ahead, all that hard work will never benefit you, I have tons of useless experience, one things just don't work that way anymore, and second I don't function anymore, work hard all you want, gain all the experience you want, but if you have no way to capitalize on it later in life, all your doing is speeding up your own decline into disability and poverty, there was a time I knew how to throw a track back on a Cat D6 all on my own, you know what that experience did for me, not a dam thing other than to tell you I did it, I changed a sleeve on a Cat 3208 on the side of the highway, you know what that got me, not a dam thing, I learned how to make a drill bit extractor/retriever to retrieve a drill bit from a 2800ft hole, you know what that got me, not a dam thing, I learned how to fuse pipe and burn 1800-2800ft of ditch a day, you know what it got me, not a dam thing, I learned how to unload a walmart truck by myself in record time, it never got me anything, I used to work like it was water flowing over a busted dam, and in the long run it got me broken and broke with nothing to show for it, there was a time I knew how to remote into a network thousands of miles away to update and repair software bugs, you know what it got me, not a dam thing, there was a time I knew how wire up a sound stage, stock the bar, bounce the floor and you know what got me, not a dam thing, there was a time I had no idea what the meaning of slow, stop and no meant, I was full boar all go, now I have nothing to show for it, no energy to move 10ft, and struggle just pouring a cup of coffee and scrolling through my feeds, bust your ass if you must, but you better know when to stop and you better have plan B, because plan A will leave you just like me, fucked in life with no point to be, experience ain't all its cracked up to be, leave time to live, leave time to learn, leave time to have time latter in life;
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Today is October 20th, and I still need, at bare minimum $260 to complete this go round of, #food and the basics one needs to live, Please Help Now, I Am Begging For HELP!
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